Life is purely boring...

Well life has been good for me... but as time past by memories keep flashing back thru my head...

and i can't just seem to get rid of them which some times really makes me wanna go emo like hell...

but my friends are always there for me, so i won't show them that im actually feeling horrible, i just put up a smile like i always do...

but deep in my heart i'm actually thinking where in the world did i do wrong... why must this happen to me sigh...

sometimes i just really wish that i can go back in time and change what has happened... but i know thats still impossible at this point of time...

i find that it's hard for me to put my feelings into words sometimes and up until now i still have not found a way to fully express myself ... =(

hopefully 1 day i can find a way to forget and express myself fully...