Welcome to my Hell

Omg Life x.X

2010-11-11T12:30:00.001-08:00

Oh well hello people so im back again...

been really busy taking care of my dad and now even my bro fell sick..

gosh taking care of 1 was hard enough now i gotta take care of 2...

seriously don't know how long i can hold out... seriously broke...

need to find time to work and earn my living x.X

will some1 come and put me out of my misery? x.X

o.o

2010-10-18T14:36:00.000-07:00

Well life has been boring and sorry i haven't updated in quite awhile.

busy working, taking care of my father.

sometimes i feel that this world has nothing left installed for me...

sigh how i wish i could really turn back time and just do whatever i wanted...

this responsibility is getting a little too much for me...

i've got no idea how much longer i can handle this sigh...

Life is purely boring...

2010-08-15T14:08:00.000-07:00

Well life has been good for me... but as time past by memories keep flashing back thru my head...

and i can't just seem to get rid of them which some times really makes me wanna go emo like hell...

but my friends are always there for me, so i won't show them that im actually feeling horrible, i just put up a smile like i always do...

but deep in my heart i'm actually thinking where in the world did i do wrong... why must this happen to me sigh...

sometimes i just really wish that i can go back in time and change what has happened... but i know thats still impossible at this point of time...

i find that it's hard for me to put my feelings into words sometimes and up until now i still have not found a way to fully express myself ... =(

hopefully 1 day i can find a way to forget and express myself fully...

Yo wasupp

2010-02-20T09:12:00.000-08:00

Hello if there is still any readers out there lol...

well i know it's been like a decade since i've updated my blog

so i'm doing it now hahas cause i'm rather bored lol

well anyway reunion was like holy shit the best haha

drinks all night and poker but i was expecting mahjong

lol it's alright i just enjoyed the company of my friends

it;s been almost 7 years and we're still the best of friends haha

ppl say ur secondary frens are ur last i tell them bull shit :D

friends will always be ur friends if u choose to keep in contact :D

Welcome 2010 :D

2010-01-03T18:23:00.000-08:00

yo peeps i know it's been awhile since i've blogged haha

sry guys i didn't make it to the new year countdown but...

well it was a day that made me rmb alot of stuff so i didn't go out

but well thats over now it's a brand new year yet it's still the same old boring stuff

hope all my friends are doing well anything im always and still a phone call away

well life has been boring same old work

well thats all for this post till next time :)

Yo wassup :D

2009-11-26T07:51:00.000-08:00

Kay it's barley a few minutes away from my birthday

so i;ve decided to blog for awhile about past events :D

well the chatlet was sooooo much fun but sadly it ended too fast :(

we were like smoking almost the whole day HAHA and enjoying and relaxing

ourselves how i wish we could be like that everyday for the rest of our lives lol

but oh well... the last day was fun! techtonik night HAHA xD well anyway

what shud i do for my birthday? where to go... any suggestions?

haha singapore is so boring x.X anyway if any1 has any suggestions on where to go

do sms me :D thanks.

anyway im gonna be off to bed soon cause im really tired... x.X

so take care peeps peace out~

Sigh...

2009-10-26T13:03:00.000-07:00

Well i know it's been awhile since i've blogged...

but well here i am again to post about my life... lol

well life has been the same still working and trying to enjoy life...

but somehow no matter how hard i try to make myself busy

working... going out with frens... somehow memories just pop out in my head...

sigh people say time is the best medicine, but to me this medicine isn't working at all...

so what should i do... or rather what can i do i got no idea...

i've been thinking quite alot for my future but it all seems to go to nothing...

so wtf am i gonna do in life sigh...

life is such a bore but oh well we're already here

so lets just make full use of it, rather than waste it.

Tired.

2009-08-26T01:49:00.000-07:00

Well i've been working nowadays and going out after work

x.X whatever i earn "flys away" every night LOL!

well at least i still managed to save some lol

hmm bored... gonna take a day's off from work and most prolly meet clique

this friday >:D lol.

well i don't have much to blog about cause well nth much really happened

i'm almost over her... but somehow there's still something hindering me...

i guess i need more time to solve it.

Peace out~ (any readers do tag) :D

o.O

2009-08-02T15:53:00.001-07:00

Okay once again i'm back to post about my life...

Not much happened recently...

Well been meeting some friends i haven't met recently

trying to catch up on most of the stuff i missed out haha...

My feelings are starting to become clear to me now...

i'm starting to feel myself stop liking her...

but i'm not sure if thats becuz i haven't talked to her in ages or what >.<

hopefully i can find the right one...

oh well... i'll see when the time comes

Any readers out there? Do tagg :)

o.O

2009-07-14T13:35:00.000-07:00

Hello guys i'm back to update about my pathetic life haha...

well i haven't been out of my house for days been home almost all the time x.X

lol some of my friends say i gotta get out more...

i think so too haha lol...

any1 wanna go out? call me!

haven't met any clique recently seems none of them have time...

every1 is busy with work...school

while i've been wasting my time x.X

i wanna get a job! any1 got a job to intro me? xD

my feelings are still in a mess...

i still got no idea sigh it's been 1 year and 8 mths i still can't forget...

guess i still need time sigh x.X

CALL ME OUT PEOPLE I'M DEAD BORED x.X

well if theres any readers to tag :) thanks

o.O

2009-06-26T17:40:00.000-07:00

Well i'm back again lol...

sorry for not going out with you all

bros and sis well i'm cooped up in my house

no1 calls me so you can't blame me either haha

well i'm bored i wanna go watch movie any1 wanna go?

jio me lol...

i'm still confused about my feelings...

i'm still waiting for some1 to tell me what should i do

haiz... i guess i need more time agian >.<

o.O

2009-06-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

Well i'm back again to post about my life...

i guess my feelings are in a twirl

i dun know if i still wanna continue waiting

i mean my heart is in a twirl

i don't have any1 in mind for a new one

or maybe i just don't wanna open up my heart to any1 new...

i just don't know what to do anymore...

how i wish someone just tell me what to do

my mind keeps telling me to give up

but my heart is somehow holding me back

it's like theres a wall between my thoughts and my heart

and i can't seem to break it down after so long.

i just need someone to guide me...

or maybe even longer time later i'll know what to do haiz.

(Any readers please do tag thank you)

Heart Shattered

2009-06-02T23:51:00.001-07:00

Once again i'm back to blog... but this time it's not about what happened

or rather it's more about how i feel... i don't know anyone whom i can turn to

so i'm just gonna post it here.

I just read C _ _ _ _ _ _ blog and i found out that she's finally attached...

for some reason i feel happy for her yet some where in my heart i feel dam sad

well i guess in life nothing is fair... and there's nothing as everlasting love...

but with all my heart i do wish her all the best and last long with that guy.

maybe thats the best for her bah...

(Any readers do tag thanks)

Chalet Fun :D

2009-05-25T01:57:00.000-07:00

Lol well i was at arron's bdae chalet for 3 days haha had fun :D

They were all friendly people hahax :D glad i went there or else i would be bored at home x.X

so well at night we shared ghost stories but after that i fell asleep first lol...as i didn't slept the 1st night

sad that the chalet is only 3 days 2 nights how i wish it was 7 days 6 nights HAHA xD

that would be like super fun we would plan a hell lot of things to play lol...

didn't have much things to play but overall it was still damn fun la but...

weihua u ain't gonna get to read this but YOUR A FREAKING GAY!!!!

lol... well i had fun those 3 days hahax

take care peeps :x i know theres only 1 reader left... lol thanks shaun.

if there is any other readers please do tag thanks :D

Hell is my paradise

2009-05-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hello once again...

i've got no idea what to post anymore i'm just dead bored...

i don't know have i been waiting in vain...

isn't there another choice that i have...

there is another choice only that i had forsaken it long ago...

i guess we're all chess pieces being manipulated on a chess board we call life

is there a chance we can get out of it? or we just get manipulated till we die...

i do not have the answer for that question... who does?

i guess i won't know till the day that i die which i know is coming soon

life... has no meaning to me anymore what is life to you?

have you ever thought of that question?

everyday it's the same old thing... there's no more excitiment in life...

i wanna end it soon... and it will end soon enough...

P.S if there is any readers please do tag thanks.

Boring days...

2009-04-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

Well it's time again for me to blog lol...

last saturday went to amk for dinner as it was bell's bdae

then we went to geylang to drink but so many things popped out(dun wish to go in detail)

well after that we finally got to a place where we could relax and drink lol...

after drinking they went to another pub to finish the johonny walker...

while i went with don they all to meet his dad been a long time since i saw him

well i'm still bored and broke still looking for a job any intros? lol...

well it's been 1 year 6 mths 2 weeks 3 days... and i'm still waiting for her am i dumb? >.<

if there is any readers out there(I doubt so)... lol please do tag thanks <3

What does life mean?

2009-04-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

Well i'm updating my blog again lol...

well not much happened lately just been hanging out with frens

doing my usuals... been chatting much with her lately :x

hopefully i can get her back... i've been waiting for a year ++

i'll still be waiting on... well anyway life is still boring for me

dead broke gotta start working again kinda lazy :x lols

how wonderful if life isn't all about money.. haizz

well take care peeps(if theres any readers at all lol...)

and please do tag thanks :D

What do you live for in your life?

2009-03-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

Well sorry readers(if there is any) i haven't updated for a long time x.X

Haven't really been in the mood to update at all so i'll just update once in a blue moon

xD so don't blame me for not updating.

Well not much has happened since the last update , life's been alright

clubbing , tonning with old friends and making new friends has been fun

and i pretty like them not that i don't like my old friends.

Haven't seen old clique in a long time gotta meet up soon

guess they might be pretty busy with their lifes too so we'll see when we all can make it.

But i guess every1 is moving on with their lives regardless of whats happening around the world

But why is it so different for me I Love Her... But yet she has feelings for another guy.

Why is it so hard for me to move on? Can any1 tell me? (Sigh)

My mind tells me to move on , but my heart keeps hanging on i don't know what to do anymore.

Maybe i should just give it up... (if only i could really do it) SIGH...

If there is any readers out there... Do Tag thanks

OMFG My Application FAILED WTF?!?!

2009-02-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

OMG zzz my application failed sob:(

BUT! my dad is gonna let me go shatec WOOTS! xD HAHA!

Well sorry peeps for not blogging for so long well i'm lazy although i have lots of time

haha xD well anyway nothing much happened it's the same old boring life with me xD .

Haven't met up with some clique for a long time might find some day to meet up with them.

Hopefully when i start my shatec i got enough time xD But shatec costs a bomb xD

Luckily my dad is paying not me! HAH xD i'm really bored x.X lols

Well thats all for today :D

Haha Lol...

2009-02-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

Well it's been a long time since i blogged lmao .

But anyway didn't do much just had a reunion with old mates haha :D

well my application is still pending lmao so i'm still bored .

Anyway been quite long since i met up with clique

yea yea kinda my fault cause i never called you guys out lmao

well i'm lazy and i don't wanna spend money x.X

you peeps shud know how i spend money lmao

last reunion cost me 40 bucks lmao broke x.X

didn't get much money for cny this year lmao .

Well anyway gonna find faggot tim soon xD

since he has a present for me xD(Tim at least you didn't forget me lmao)

and i haven't really met him in a long time lols cause he was in china haha .

Well anyway i'm lazy to blog on anymore lols

i'll blog when i feel like it lmao take care peeps~~ xD

Boring Life I Have x.X

2009-01-19T23:22:00.000-08:00

It's been a few days since i blogged.

Well not much has changed still the same old boring lifestyle haha xD

been slacking and tonning with almost the same clique xD

except for sunday that day i finally met up with claire and clara haha been a long time

since i've seen them xD

oh well still waiting for my bloody application to pass it's still pending

so i'm pretty free from now till 16 feb zzz no life right lols

well i'm going out now will blog more when i get home take care peeps :D

Bored

2009-01-16T11:59:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back home lol.

Had dinner with minghao at 107

then slacked around with em was suppose to go meet tim and co.

but ended up slacking cause no money and mood to go.

Slacked till 10+ then went back to 105

went up to bro's house and chatted with bell, millie, liling and jane

after awhile keith came back from ice cream then we slacked and chatted at his house

then went down to meet duck bros with bell and bomb ended up when i went down

they ask me go play lan i agreed but don had to go home and eat medicine first

ended up with me, bomb and darren but when we reached the lan

the uncle told us gotta wait 4-5 hrs then got comp we were like wtf

so we left and went to RK house cause i wanted to eat

then darren left cause his mother called him to go home and he was very tired

so left me and bomb we ate then walked home thus i am blogging now :D

Gonna watch some anime now :D nite peeps

My Life Is Boring x.X

2009-01-15T23:40:00.000-08:00

This morning went to 107 met millie, bell and shu ting for breakfast.

Then millie wanted to go into Sgss so we went in but in the end

got chased out by the stupid Mr Teng... zzz wasted my time.

Then we went to back gate and met kieth, rong and john after awhile

they went back to their classes.

Not long after they left ah bomb came too and he climbed out

of the fence just to have a smoke in the end mr teng came out

and he had to hide.

After he smoked finish bell and co. left for bishan ite for their application

and i didn't go cause i didn't sleep the whole night.

After bell and co. left only ah bomb and me were left so i told ah bomb

to climb back in while i headed home and slept till now.

Just woke up so i'm just blogging about it most probably i'll be out

with tim and co. tonite.

My Life SUX!

2009-01-15T09:54:00.000-08:00

Today headed down to north to get my slippers,

then slacked with boi,an and bomb

then went to find keith

after he ate we went to his hse downstairs and slack awhilemore

then here i am back again.

Still waiting for my stupid results to be posted out

bloody ite waste my time keep stalling

sigh i'm seriously super bored i don't know what to do sia.

for once i am blogging LMAO zzz

so rare of me this proves how bored i am.